problem ahead

today is tuesday night. today is such a slow day....n it bcame slower as everything came up at the same time.
sigh~~

what a day!!
i hate it...when these things came up ..i wish that i could run away of it..and just forget it as soon as possible...
it is merely a dream that never ever easily come true....like a bird with GPS running away in a cage...
damn!!


i sometimes confuse with myself..whether i got someone to speak my problem or not...i wonder whether the same things will happen to me if i never have a special accompany just like i used to.....shit!!
my boring day is moving again....approaching me with high speed..like a tennis ball hit with a strong force...
but will i be tough...will i be cool..will i make everything done perfectly like the photocopy machine make a copy of the identification card...or will i be like a balloon which pop out when touch by a needle....
i hate to say that i want to leave all this thing alone and just ignore it until it passed the due date...well im not that irresponsible...i knew that when i tried hard i might be able to achieve something better..but yes..all i need is support and motivation...yeah motivation.......


fly away prob!!